Hi. Welcome to my blog. Thank you to all who have read my 1st blog. Please follow or leave a comment! My spirits have been uplifted just to share my story. I have been contemplating for so long to do this, and here I am today sharing my second blog. As I mentioned I was not prepared enough for the days to come. I wanted so badly for my surgery to be a success and to continue with my with life. My recovery period was difficult, I had to literally look at myself in the mirror and say to myself "You are not going to give up". My daughter was my little helper, she would ask me to wait for her when she got back from school so that she could help me with changing my colostomy bag. I knew then that as much as I needed her, she needed me. After my second operation the j pouch restoration, that's when the new normal started. I accepted the new normal, firstly because I was in denial and secondly because I wanted my life back. Accepting the new normal has not been easy....